2003-09-25 - 6:28 p.m.
this past week has been too rough, and i'm just about ready to give up. i'm so ready to go home, even though it won't be the same. mr.cat got really sick out of nowhere. he was just suddenly filled with all these ailments, and each day the report got worse. first it was diabetes, then liver failure, and finally it was cancer. after that, all hope of recovery pretty much faded away.
my mom called this morning and told me they put him down, and i couldn't stop crying.
i feel so overwhelmed losing my cat, the break up with matt, drama ridden friendships, and complicated essays. i'm so fucking ready to go home. i don't care if this place fucking blows up while i'm gone. peace out, you piece of shit.
