2004-01-01 - 3:57 a.m.
they poured drinks down their throats and danced and laughed. my drink still sits on the counter...untouched.
this evening was not the fun that i had hoped it would be. instead it made me feel more alone and more let down that ever. i've come to see that few things are dependable in life, even those you love, and the next year promises for more instability and change.
bringing in the new year alone is harder than i anticipated. i just want tonight to be over.
