2002-12-21 - 1:40 a.m.
the hurtful statements always leave more of an impression than the kind ones. and i don't know what to think anymore. i would expect that from her and all the rest of the mindless fools that suck up whatever propaganda you force feed them but not from him. these words hurt more coming from his mouth than they ever could from hers. i don't care about her , but the fact that he could agree with her hate...the fact that he could be so unsure of me after all this time, it makes me think "why is he so important to me if this is how he really feels?".
matt, you saved me from wanting this all over again just by muttering a few useless words.
