2002-12-17 - 2:51 p.m.
kim.............
This is Gillbert, just wondering how you were doing.. I'm pretty sure you're disgusted w/ me...... I respect your brain, so please give me a reply back.......... No disrespect in anyway......Thus, let me hear your voice......
Gilbert M.
gilbert -
i sat here debating whether or not i should even reply to your email and i'm a bit apprehensive in doing so. however, i feel it deserves a response. recently, things have happened in my life that have put things in perspective and revealed the trivial details in life for exactly what they are. so, i could go through life having regrets and hating those from my past mistakes, but i'd rather not. i'd rather strive to become a better human being, and i think part of that stems from forgiveness and the ability to see worth in those whom you may not necessarily trust or like. so, whatever you hoped to achieve from contacting me, whether it be a simple hello or even a hope for friendship, is not ill received. and yes, while i was disgusted by you and our short lived friendship for quite a while, i think i've put that past me and i can respond to you in an honest and civil manner. i think that it's also within reason to forgive but not necessarily forget what transpired last spring. happy holidays and i hope you have a nice life.
kim
i was so close to getting so upset about this. i was so close to letting the smallest form of communication put me back in the place i was as a result of him, but i didn't. he isn't important to me anymore and he no longer has the ability to destroy me like he used to. i have a level head firmly planted on my shoulders and nothing is setting me off, not even the infamous gilbert.
