2002-11-06 - 9:34 p.m.
somethings are still too hard to write about. he put this idea in my head. i ran with it and got myself tangled in the ropes. i just can't seem to let certain things go. so, add it on the list.
lately. i've had the tendency to build things up in my mind to some grand extravagant event. and i've been disappointing myself and others. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry, this is not my identity. i don't need this. despite what you may think, this is not what makes or breaks me.
the events of this year are not adding up to be what i thought the final summation would be. someone please make this up to me in some way.
