2004-09-14 - 11:35 p.m.
a year of unforgivable disappointment. how is it possible for so much misfortune to come at one person? i deserve something great...something amazing to come my way. i've been very patient with all of this and kept my chin up, but i'm just running out of hope. my tank is nearing empty and i'm ready to give up.
i've been rejected, an emotional dumping ground, cheated, and bamboozled. and i'm just tired. and i keep returning to old problems hoping for a change and the possiblity of feeling like i have something real in the palm of my hand. the names run together and i rethink this years romantic interest and it's as if it all flew by me in a blur of nothingness.
mikejonjameschengreggjayisaac
give me the strength to forgive and forget all of this.
